Dreamer

All of us are dreamers. We do a lot of crazy things, but we don’t control any of our dreams. Do you wish that you can do magic? Believed that you can stop the time and do superpowers? But one things for sure we all do believe in love that will last forever, there was hope. Somewhere in the middle of your dream, you wish its reality, suddenly you woke up and see how much life is able to change us. How many people no longer believe in love that’s pure - a love that is so fascinating.  I just want to keep dreaming. I don’t think we were that innocent back then as most people think we were.Life is moving,so are we, whatever happens whether it will cost you pain, depression,loneliness.sadness, love, friendship and so on its all part of the learning process of the cycle called life. Whatever happens, dont stop dreaming. 

BIRTHDAY PRAISES

Praises: (February 21, 2013)

I have to admit, I was not as excited as usual for my birthday—- maybe because for me it’s just an ordinary day.

But my birthday just served to remind me of how blessed I am.

I just turned 26; it’s been a rollercoaster-EPIC ride for me. God indeed has blessed me in many ways. Grateful and happy with the blessings He gave me.

Thank you for walking with me daily, You have carried me when I needed you. I thank the Lord for giving me another year in my life, all the blessings and gifts He allowed me to experience. Celebrating it away from my family but the Lord makes it sure that I will enjoy celebrating it here with my ARK Family.

I am so thankful for the amazing people God has blessed me with. Every year seems to get better and better.

God has been so gooood! I’ve seen some doors closed, but a lot more have opened. God has proven His faithfulness, and kept me in perfect peace. I have no reason to complain.

I’ve had a year of great health: I’ve been admitted, been in and out from the hospital, a lot of prescriptions, and a lot of trauma in my body. But still grateful I’m alive!

I have family and friends who love me; they showed me so much love. He blessed me with a  group of people who have enriched, and inspired my life.

I am also thankful for the wonderfully gifted, smart, and motivated counselors that the Lord has place in my life. Helping me to grow in my Christian walk has pushed me to a higher level of accountability, and I’m proud to take on the challenge.

This year is going to be awesome; I am expecting great things from God I am also expecting to do great things for Him. He has blessed me more than I deserve, and I am happy He has called me His own.

I realized how God has taken such good care of me, and blessed me with so many amazing people in my life, and gave me incredible opportunities. I am very excited for what He has in store for me in the future.

He truly embraced me and poured me through the blessings around.

Thank you Lord!

-aix-

I CAN’T SLEEP

September 17, 2012 3:18 AM

Those nights where you just can’t sleep? It’s the perfect moment where you just want to close your eyes and just head off to dreamland, but then your mind feels like It’s the opportunity to begin racing with thoughts, memories and ideas, and you Will end up dealing with another sleepless night, and you begin to question the meaning of life, And why the world is the way it is. And it will end up with creative scenarios in your head that may never occur, then remembering your past while missing or regretting it. In this insomniac time, you are awake and trying to figure out things of your life when all you ever want to do is to stop thinking. And what really sucks is the feeling of being alone, realizing that you are still awake as other people are in the middle of their dreams.

But to tell you honestly, those nights that we can’t sleep, there is someone else out there too, someone who is also searching for an off switch not to let their minds think of the things  they don’t want to think about, just lying in bed thinking.

Those long, sleepless nights…thousand of souls are awake with you.

Don’t Make Assumptions. Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

and this i have to do!!! 

It’s true! We make excuses for our own behavior, but when someone else does the same thing we do, we are often merciless.
I encourage you to reverse the process, assume the best in others, but keep your own life under the magnifying glass. Allow God to deal with you first, and then you will learn the scriptural way of helping others grow.

 Holy Spirit, instead of examining the lives of others, I want You to help me examine my own life. I know that with Your help, I can correct the issues I have and find the proper way to help others grow as well.

Hope allows us to leave our unanswered questions in God’s hands; it empowers us to remain at peace, and it enables us to believe the best about the days to come.

You can have hope when you trust in God’s love. He has the power to provide for you and lead you through every situation.

God, I choose to put my faith in You, knowing that it will turn into hope. I don’t have to dread, because You have the ability to care for me, so I put my hope in You.

The excellence of wisdom

Personally, I really thank God for the gift of wisdom. I don’t know where life would take me if I haven’t gained wisdom from Him. 

It helped me in many crucial days of my life especially regarding my decision making and handling different kinds of people especially how to react on a given situation. 

When I gained wisdom, I feel transformed inside and out. It helped me avoid things and people that would harm me or divert my concentration to God. 

Realizing that living Christian life is a challenge for me in many ways - Physically, Emotionally, Mentally, Socially, and Spiritually these aspects changed.

But gaining wisdom,happiness,and contentment in my life now that I live my life with You is priceless. 

Give Him Your Cares and Follow Your Heart

He wants you to follow the desire He’s placed in you. Let God take care of your cares and follow your heart. You can trust Him. He cares for you!

God, sometimes I don’t pursue what You’ve placed in my heart because of my worries and cares, so today, I give them to You. I know You can handle them, and You want me to be free to follow my heart.

Life gets too complicated, confusing and frustrating when we try to please both God and people. You don’t have to compare yourself to anyone and worry what people think about you. Live life for God and be free to be who He made you to be.

Lord, I make a decision right now live for You alone. Living by other people’s standards and expectations for me will get me nowhere. You are the only One who matters, and I will be the person You’ve made me to be.

CONTENTMENT BRINGS HAPPINESS

Philippians 4:11 

What brings you that happy feeling? that feeling of contentment and satisfaction in your life right now? Can you say to your self that you are happy and contented of what you have? of what God has been giving or providing you all this time? Basically we humans ” want more” always we already have what we want but we still asks for more, come to think of this all that we have comes from God. From the air that we breath, weather, the food that we eat, our jobs, and our everyday provision of needs. If we are not that blessed by God by those things that makes you happy especially material things we “complain” to Him. instead of seeing other things that are from God and should be more thankful for. Remember God give up Jesus Christ just to save us from all our sins thats how great His love for us and that brings Him happiness and contentment, God wants us to feel the that Happiness and contentment as well. If you have God in your heart then you must feel that contentment in the life that you living in, God doesnt want us to worry in our lives because He knows our needs, wants, what we feel inside, He just know everything. He created us remember? When God is all we have we will have peace in our hearts and contentment and happiness will be gained all through out.